Circle of Love

As the month of love folds into a sweet closure, I cannot help but realize how vital this four letter word is to the existence of our mundane lives. Yes this dirty, bitter-sweet yet magically liberating and exhilarating potion called Love. Love is to the soul much like what chocolate is for the body. Love is a good fatty antioxidant for the soul. Period.

In my world, when my little daughter spontaneously crashes into my arms and declares out of nowhere cheesily 'I wuvvv you, Mommy', EVERYTHING seems right and so fine. All of a sudden. Just like that. And when my backside gets gifted by solid bull kicks by hubby dearest, again EVERYTHING seems right and so fine. All of a sudden. Just like that. Different love strokes for different people.

In fact, a few months back, right after my little daughter watched 'Frozen', she asked me point-blankly, 'Mama, What is True Love?' Right there, she got me frozen in a flash. 

Love would mean different things to different people at different points of time in their life. For me, it meant a handsome Prince Charming waiting to sweep me off my feet at one point of time. It meant my mother and father's loving touch and protection at one point of time. It meant my brother's companionship at one point of time. It meant my first crush at seven(and the ones after that) at one point of time. It meant all the fun and camaraderie amongst friends at one point of time. It meant that very first moment my heart skipped a beat or three when I first laid my eyes on my husband at one point of time. It meant that moment when I found out that I was pregnant for the very first time. It meant that moment when I held my daughter in my arms for the very first time and all the subsequent hugs and kisses thereafter. It meant a kaleidoscope of random things ranging from people, activities and places that blew my mind and took my heart away. Be it those glorious romantic hues of yesterday's sunset that my husband and I saw on our drive back home yesterday or that taste of  buttery orange chicken that melted in my mouth. And each of those times, I have experienced and felt Love in its various manifestations. That's probably why Love is defined and quoted in so many ways. And its interpretations and expressions far multi fold. Be it religious, scientific or artistic...

I thought it would interesting if I were to embark on this really risky and adventurous mission to decode this four letter word. So, here goes my humble crumble(read take portion) of this gigantic sweet pot of pie called LOVE.

Let's start at the very beginning. A very good place to start. When we come into this world, we begin with the Mother and the Father. Being a parent myself today,  I truly fathom what it means to be one. It's all sinking in now and I am reminded of my parents every single day when I run my home and take care of my child along with my husband. The love that a parent has for a child is undoubtedly immense and beyond measure. Think of all the sacrifices that parents willingly undertake for the joy and the pleasure of their child. Parental love is unconditional and timeless. Their expectations for themselves, something back in return, is more often than not nil. The only expectation they honestly hold is the genuine well-being and happiness of their children. Because of the selfless nature of parent's love, they are akin to being 'God on earth' for us. And they ought to be given the highest honor and respect there ever is. 


My Dada told me once, 'Love is protective, not possessive'. The former trait he added was positive and good for the flourishing of Love, the latter could choke Love. That was his way of looking at Love. And in the larger scheme of life, his words ring true. We have parents, siblings,spouse, kids...but we are never truly in possession of anyone. 

Knowing your parents is knowing Love enough. And if you are tad luckier, you get hugged and kissed by Love in the form of siblings, extended family and friends. As you grow, so you love.

As you grow, so you love. Strangers turned acquaintances turned friends turned to that special someone. It's the dawn of a brand new love affair. And the game of Love gets a tad more challenging. While the odds are odder and the risks higher in this whole new level, the stakes are definitely more nobler. This relationship holds more ground, more water and more meaning  than the earlier familial ones because it calls and asks for so much more out of oneself. It's taking Love to a higher level. Blood is more thicker than water they say. And to make two water bodies merge to form one Blood requires a solid foundation of love, trust, faith, loyalty, respect, patience, hope,kindness, forgiveness and understanding. Much like the most fragile but most beautiful piece of artwork, or a tender budding plant which holds the promise of off-springing into a gigantic tree, this love relationship needs constant attention, care and maintenance. When played and danced well in tune with one another's heartbeats, this relationship would be that rock solid fortress you both build together tirelessly and persistently. All while fighting back life's challenges thrown your way alongside sipping in all of life's sweetness together. The 'You' and 'I' merges into that beauteous zone of 'Us'. You realize that Love is beautiful when you can share and confide everything to each other. When your joys become his or his tears, yours. When you melt in one another's arms or kiss each other's troubles away a big 'Goodbye'. When you love doing everything together and for each other. When he holds those missing puzzle pieces of you while you hold his. When he mirrors you and you him. And when you have children together, he sees 'You' and you see 'Him' in them. Truly I tell you, what goes around does comes around. And so here we are as one united force till death does us apart!

Finally, Love makes a complete circle when we forge and work towards the most important relationship which we will ever have. That with our Creator. The paradox is that the most intimate relationship of our lives is with the Unseen. Unseen but most indefinitely felt and perceived. As Christ puts it in Matthew 13:16, 'For those who have eyes to see, let them see, and for those who have ears to hear, let them hear.' Yes, he is right here, next to us, if only we want to experience Him. He is the greatest Mother the world will ever know, the greater Father the world has ever seen, the greatest brother or sister anyone can ever have, the greatest lover that History has ever witnessed, the greatest Spouse anyone can espouse. Don't trust me? Ask the countless orphans, widows, the weariest and the poorest of souls who will vouch for Him. He may be Unseen but His Love is unmistakably manifested in various forms all around us. They who have listened carefully to His subtlest callings and His softest of murmurs in His most unique ways have come to realize and firmly proclaim that there is no greater Love or force in this world and the other (nether and higher) than that of our Maker. In Him, they and all of mankind find hope, strength and courage.

From Him, we come and to him, we go back. We BELONG to Him.Unlike what my Dad quoted about Love earlier, our relationship with our Creator stands in stark contrast imbibing both the traits of protectiveness and possessiveness. In accordance with Christian faith, our God is extremely jealous and super possessive of his creations. And he makes no bones or two ways about his jealousy and possessiveness when it comes to us. It's writ all over the Holy Scriptures about his love and possessiveness for Mankind. Such was his Love that He gave his Only begotten Son to the World, to die for our sins, so that we may have eternal Life in His kingdom.


God's love is like no other. It is the highest of the highest levels in this game of Love. It is the toughest demanding you to love your enemies as much as you love yourself. It is the most benevolent demanding you to forgive the brother who stabbed you in the back not once but seventy times seven. It is the most exclusive demanding that nothing or no one comes first between you and Him. It is the most hurtful demanding you to take the cross and follow Him. It is the most meekest demanding you to turn your other cheek when people slap you in His name. It is the most fearless demanding you to willingly give up your life when people persecute and kill you in His name. It is also the most committed, promising, hopeful and loving of all the relationships there ever was/is. And so, till death brings us finally back home together... for eternity.

From loving and living harmoniously with your parents and siblings to 'living that love' with your 'truly everything in this world' soul-mate, Love makes its complete circle when you decide to discover love in its truest and purest form, in the Holy Spirit with the Unseen but All-known Creator.

'As it is, these remain: Faith, Hope and Love, the three of them. And the greatest of them is Love'    (1 Corinthians 13:13)

Okay, so that was my crumb on Love, what's yours? Twist and takes, I'd love to hear.